So...I honestly don't know what to say right now...

The past month was pretty shitty to me (as always), feeling more alone that I was the past year. It's honestly very harmful to me by living like this, it feels like I'm dragging myself for the worst despite not doing anything wrong (I hope), and I mostly blame for one problem, the internal one at this point looks more hopeful than the external one as of now, even if it's just a tiny, minuscular, and miserable bit.

And even then, I just want to do the thing that I said on the first news post, since...I will explain it via a tip:

"Don't share your personal problems to random users kids"

It's honestly bafling to me that I have more hope to fix the internal problem than the external one, seriously, I am just shocked by that fact alone...

P.D: I will still post some art, so don't worry too much about me. Infact here's a simple wip of a intentional "lost anime found" reference

The eyes of the drawing are tweaked and better, but anyways. bye.